Okay soooooo I’ve decided it’s time to go back to Weight Watcher meetings before all my hard work getting 30 pounds off becomes me have to work harder to get FIFTY pounds off!! If I don’t have someone to compete against APPARENTLY I can’t diet!! So tomorrow evening will be my first meeting since……… well, at least 4 years? Maybe more!!! I need the accountability of a weigh in every week just to keep myself honest!!! Because if I don’t get a handle on this NOW I will be back into my fat clothes!! THAT is unacceptable!!! I’ve fallen back into the mentality that container size equals serving size. Ya…

Last night I was like the little kid that was too tired to sleep! I couldn’t get comfortable, I couldn’t stay asleep, well, that is until about ohhhh 15 minutes before the alarm went off! Then add work was so amazingly slow that I’m EXHAUSTED!! (That just sounds insane a slow day makes me tired?? I should be rested! Or I at least should have a little bit of energy, a second wind if you will. But nooooooooo) Tonight however I plan to be in bed before 10pm! I would be so happy to be asleep by 10:05! (And since I have a wish list started I’d like to sleep…